I am a lost soul. It’s sad, but true. I started to wonder away from my faith when I lost my fiancee in a car accident three years ago. I was behind the wheel. Can you imagine the guilt I have been waking up with for the past three years? So many of our friends and relatives have come to comfort me. Her family has assured me that they do not blame me for anything. I can’t help but blame myself, though. They say that things happen for a reason. To this day, I can’t comprehend the reason behind my fiancee’s death. But I’m tired of asking questions and demanding God to give me the answers. I just want my life back. A life with Christ in it again, that is. I decided to join a Christian tour to Israel in hopes to find Jesus, or for Jesus to find me. Maybe walking around the Holy Land would save me from myself.

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